Bisexual Girls Club

I was so thrilled to find that not one, not two, but all three of my boxes had been delivered at once and were waiting on the kitchen counter for me to uncover. Oh joy, let the games begin!

I made a mental note to cross reference all the items with the order list later, as now I just wanted to enjoy the visual surprises – no need to stop and check off the items – I just wanted to savor the moment. Of course I already remembered most of what I should see. You know how sometimes you open a box of goodies only to unwrap it all so quickly at the end you’re left unsatisfied? Oh, hell, one item was enough to get me excited, but the goodies just kept coming like one prize after another.

It must have taken me over an hour to go through everything and each item put a smile on my face. The sensuous bath salts… couldn’t wait to try that in a nice relaxing bath. The body lotion… couldn’t wait to simply smell it! The edible massage creams… strawberry and champaign flavors – oh so yummy. The honeysuckle scent and the soy candle that melts into a warm moisturizing oil that’s perfect for massage or soothing body lotion. The body glitter of course! Gold, Platinum, glow-in-the-dark…

Then there was that nice shiny life-like vibrator that brought me excitement just thinking about it. It’s like having a crush on someone you’ve never met and seen only in pictures. I couldn’t wait to see it face to face, hold it in my hands and even more so to thrust it inside of me! I’ve always thought vibrators were too cold and impersonal and only the real thing could get me off. That is until I found this toy… Toys in general are pretty new to me. But I am learning quickly. It’s as if I have discovered a new world.

Then there was that mystical wand with pleasure bumps. I still hadn’t decided whether I was going to keep that for myself, use it in the presentation, or just leave it in it’s velvet drawstring bag unopened so that I could sell it. I was sure someone would get also excited about all this once I talked about it at my first party. I got the same feeling from the anal beads… keep them or sell them. These were some tough choices. By the time I got to the bottom of all three boxes, I must have decide to keep about a third of what had been delivered.

See, at the moment I am beginning a new side business. I have just started to sell sex toys, or as a family member explained to another family member who doesn’t need to know these details about me, “she’s selling cosmetics.” I am so looking forward to my first party when I can share my knowledge with others – whether they’re new at this themselves, or even veterans. I’m sure we could learn a lot from each other anyway and on the way there we can also have a lot of fun.

But I might be getting a little bit ahead of myself. Maybe I should start at the beginning.

This is really all a part of me discovering the greater depths of my sexuality. It probably began when I decided to start my bisexual girls club. Or maybe it started when I realized I wasn’t just pretending to like girls. Or maybe it started when I had my first dance with that cute and sexy girl when I was a sophomore in college. Or fast forward, maybe it started when my husband (before he was my husband) and I decided to have an open relationship.

Perhaps I have hit many milestones. Each of them led me to exploring another part of me I never knew existed. Or maybe the potential I have hasn’t even been written yet because I continue to evolve. I guess a lot has contributed to bringing me here. Whether it has been my experience with men, with other women, with that first strap on I used, or with my own self awareness, I’m as excited to break that all down for you as I was to breakdown all of those boxes full of wonderful toys!